“Oysters Rockefeller,” I said.
“Gesundheit,” Dan said, from behind a copy of Esquire.
I leaned on the granite counter separating the
kitchen from the den where Dan lay ensconced on the sofa. “But what do you
think about them?”
He lowered the magazine and said cautiously, “I
don’t think a lot about them. I don’t
think I’ve ever had them.”
“I was considering cooking them for Saturday.”
For the past month I’d been appearing in a small
theater production of The Long Christmas
Dinner by Thornton Wilder. Our last performance was this evening, and on
Saturday we were hosting a cast party. It was the first party I’d ever hosted,
or even co-hosted, in a long…well…ever.
I wanted everything to be exactly right.
“Well,” Dan said thoughtfully — and the fact that
he did give it his serious consideration was one of the reasons I loved him so
much, “oysters are kind of an acquired taste. They’re expensive too.”
“I don’t care about that. The expense, I mean.”
“Okay, but I’m guessing they don’t make great
leftovers.”
“True.” I frowned. Neither of us ate leftovers, so
what did that matter?
“Chief, you should make whatever you want to make.
If you want to make oysters —”
“It doesn’t have to be oysters. I just want to
make something nice. Something special.”
“Anything you make will be nice and special,” Dan assured.
“Now you’re humoring me.”
He laughed, tossed the magazine aside, and joined
me in the kitchen. He looped a casual arm around my shoulders as he stood next
to me studying the recipe. “They do look good.”
The wind shook the beach house. I glanced out the
picture window at the ocean gray and choppy with whitecaps. The white Christmas
lights looped over the deck railing twinkled determinedly in the face of the
winter gale.
I said, “I wanted to cook them because they’re the
same era as the play. I thought that would be fun.”
“I like that idea.”
I liked the smell of his aftershave, grown-up and
masculine, like Dan. I liked the fact he hadn’t shaved yet because it was just
us home together, relaxing. I liked how he looked in well-worn jeans, a white
Henley, and white socks. I never knew how sexy socks could be until I saw Dan
walking around my house in his white athletic socks. And I liked the fact that,
even if he thought I was being a goof, he pretended to take me seriously.
Because he did take me seriously, even when I was a goof. Because he loved me and
cared about what mattered to me. It had taken me a while to catch on to this,
to really trust it, but I’d finally figured it out. Love meant never having to
be sorry you were a goof.
I said, “You’re going to be here, right?” This was
the third time I’d asked. Being a police lieutenant meant Dan’s schedule could
be unpredictable. Not that I couldn’t handle this single dinner party on my
own, but it would be so much better with Dan. Everything was so much better
with Dan.
He turned his head and met my eyes. I was smiling,
but he didn’t smile. Or at least his mouth curved into something that wasn’t
quite a smile, could just as easily turn into a kiss. He said softly, as usual
understanding me better than I did myself, “I’ll always be here, Sean.”
Just lovely. Captures the essence of each character perfectly! Thank you, Josh.
ReplyDeleteI absolutely love Dan and Sean - they are my favourites - so I was really hoping for a coda for them! Was so excited to see this today, thank you! (⌒▽⌒) I love the Dark Horse series and really have a soft spot for these guys - especially Sean - so I'm glad to see they are happy and taking care of each other :)
ReplyDeleteAre they? It's always so interesting to discover which pairings readers like the best.
DeleteThank you so much.
ReplyDeleteSean and Dan are one of my favourite couples so I was always hoping we get something more for them. I've always felt there is more to explore in their relationship.
I think there's probably a full blown Christmas story in there eventually.
DeleteI have to place Sean & Dan right after Adrien/Jake and Mark/Stephen in my heart. Remember so well first reading their story in 2009 in your Collected Novellas Vol. II. Sean has a sweet vulnerability that Dan is always there to protect. Love that, and this Christmas coda. Thank you, Josh.
ReplyDeleteAnd your version of the "love means" quote is way better than Erich Segal's. :)
I agree. Sean is a sweetie. Definitely one of my more vulnerable characters.
DeleteAwww..I love this one! Best Line of the Day = Love meant never having to be sorry you were a goof. <3
ReplyDelete:-D Thanks, M!
DeleteWhat Helena said - Sean and Dan both perfectly and lovingly depicted. :-)
ReplyDelete:-) Thanks so much, Dianne.
DeleteHow nice to read about Sean and Dan again! It's like visiting with old friends...you may not have seen them for a while, but you're immediately comfortable. And Oysters Rockefeller (or even, better, Oysters Bienville)...YUM! These Codas often make me hungry. :-P
ReplyDeleteHa! Good thing the little coda book is packed with recipes, eh?
DeleteI agree with Marilyn, about the "love and being a goof" line :-) so cute, so...Sean. I like how the coda captures Sean's vulnerability and Dan's love and patience. I love these glimpses into my fav characters' lives.
ReplyDeleteThank you very much. The challenge with the codas is to refresh myself as to where the stories left off, and then be true to the individual set of characters. It's fun and challenging.
DeleteAh, this was perfect. Sweet and perfect. Like a Christmas cookie.Thank you, Josh. The idea of Christmas story with Sean and Dan, (somewhere out there in the future) also perfect. :)
ReplyDeleteThank you very much, Karan. ;-)
DeleteDan is best boyfriend/husband you've created :-)
ReplyDeleteHe's definitely a white knight sort of guy. :-)
DeleteAwww... this was wonderful!
ReplyDeleteI can't make a hierarchy in your couple though, because each of them is special, and special to me.
THank you, once more!
Ciao
Antonella
I'm so pleased you're enjoying them!
DeleteSo lovely. Thank you, Josh. I love these two — I love the chemistry between them and I love who they become when they are together. (I'm not sure if I explained it correctly...) Anyway, so lovely. :-)
ReplyDeleteIt makes perfect sense to me!
DeleteFinally, something abt my favorite Josh Lanyon couple. Thank you, l loved it. Now l feel like reading their story all over again.
ReplyDeleteLOL Are they your favorite? :-) Then I'm glad I could give them a showcase.
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DeleteI loved how you conveyed so much about their relationship in just a few short paragraphs. Dan in well worn jeans, white Henley, and white socks...yum. I love the Christmas codas.
ReplyDeleteOhhh - how warm and sweet and loving. This is a wonderful snapshot of their relationship.
ReplyDeleteThis was an easy one. Their problems are so small. :-)
DeleteI think I wished for a Sean & Dan coda last year and I got it! I love Sean and Dan. Love this coda.
ReplyDeleteHappy Holidays! :-)
DeleteOkay I do love these codas...but they also frustrate me because I want more. I know I am a greedy reader but you do that to me Josh. I guess I will just have to be content knowing the party turned out great:-) Denise had a great way of describing these in her post ~ relationship snapshot; I can't say thank you enough.
ReplyDeleteThis one is probably part of a longer story -- much like the I Spy snippet last year. :-)
DeleteOh damn! I like all your pairings! Each time you write a coda, it reminds me how much I like this pairing. Takes me back to their stories and how much I like them, and how good you tell their stories! Thanks so much for all your wonderful stories!
ReplyDeleteThank you very much, Linda!
DeleteMmm, nice. I might have to visit your guys, maybe over Christmas break, and get better acquainted with them! Thank you for sharing.
ReplyDeleteDan is so very good to and for Sean. This made me think of my favorite parts of their stories. So heartwarming. Thank you.
ReplyDeleteThanks, Lori. Yes, as Eve mentioned, Dan is kind of the perfect boyfriend. :-D
DeleteYou did it again, Josh. The Dark Horse series has made me bought a copy of Charioteer (still sitting on my shelf unread) and just now I went checking out what The Long Christmas Dinner is though I sure as hell won't have the time to read it. :p
ReplyDeleteThe reading of this series was a special experience for me. The first book is of course a complete story, but after reading the second book, I can't really reverse it and allow the first story to be a complete one. Hm, am I making sense here? Anyway, Sean is very good in his own way too. They are just like these two books, complementing each other. ;-)
Savanna
The books are interlinked in a way that is not usual -- at least for most of my stories. You can stop at the Dark Horse, but if you start with White Knight, you really do have to go back and read DH. That's my thought. :-)
ReplyDeleteIt's so easy to love this sweet goof <3
ReplyDeleteI am so in love with Dan! hehe I loved this coda. Thank your for the early Christmas gift. I hope you do write another full story for two of my all-time favorite characters.
ReplyDeleteI'm so glad you enjoy them so much, William! :-)
DeleteVery nice reading about Sean and Dan again. A long time had passed since I'd last read The Dark Horse and The White Knight.
ReplyDeleteOne of my favorite images here is:
The wind shook the beach house. I glanced out the picture window at the ocean gray and choppy with whitecaps. The white Christmas lights looped over the deck railing twinkled determinedly in the face of the winter gale.
To me it suggests Sean's vulnerability and yet with his determination to face all the winter gales that may come his way. He's vulnerable, but he's not weak. At the same time, Dan may be strong and dependable in any situation, but not at the expense of being sensitive and caring,
Their relationship is solid and true, but there is an element of "work-in-progress" IMO that makes their couple dynamic a very interesting one, in that I believe Sean might slowly find his own path in life that makes him stronger and more assured in handling obstacles and fears. At the same time, I don't see Sean as being constantly and forever the one 'depending' on his boyfriend for emotional support, or Dan being always the one providing this support. I think as time goes by, who knows, they might find themselves occasionally in a reverse situation, where for some reason Sean will be the one providing comfort and reassurance to Dan, if/when Dan finds himself in a difficult situation. They're both human, after all, and they're stronger when they are together.
Thank you for another beautiful holiday coda, Josh :)
Paola
Thank you, Paola. I'm genuinely glad the codas are being enjoyed all the way into the new year. And I agree, no healthy relationship is static, there's always a certain amount of give and take.
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